I watch from afar
i wish it was just across the bar
im too far away
i watch my flock stray
they leave my wings
just to have others jerk their strings
i cant protect them
they all want him
he is the stranger
to me he screams danger
my girls in trouble
puts me in a bubble
i must let them live
i cant keep them close
its almost like being comatose
to watch them hurt themselves
oh well i guess thats life and i cant stop it but i want all my girls to know i love them and i try to protect them even if they dont listen and follw a path to try and hurt me cause they hate my decisions
When does it stop
i feel i could pop.
i dont know what to do
i wish someone would come too.
i cant keep my mind sane
i am my own worst bane.
i need a new life
this ones full of strife.
tired of this life i wish i could take it
i feel like i have a bit.
how will i find my soul
when i have to pay the toll.
Demon and Angel: trade COBRD by darkartist21, literature
Literature
Demon and Angel: trade COBRD
Demon in mind
his soul is in a bind.
Angel at look
his heart she took.
Lovers meant to be
with enemies to every sea.
Made and never born
it keeps their minds torn.
A love so forbidden
it must be kept hidden.
When they come to play
all others go astray.
Demon and Angel together
they are hoping for forever.
You never know how the DICE will fall
or what a DM may call...
But I think these 2 will last
cause they are both members of a cast.
Demon and Angel with a love
that will last until they make it above.
When a flower leaves a tree... by darkartist21, literature
Literature
When a flower leaves a tree...
When a flower falls
does it fall in shame?
Or does it strive
to fly ever higher?
When you know
you can see
the beauty inside of me!
The flower falls not
it climbs so high!
Dont ask me
ask the flower
its in bloom now
its ripe to leave.
Let it go and set it free.
I am the wind.
I will take the flower there.
Can you see my beauty yet?
I am not the one
controling our path.
And if your not convinced
then father tree
I make this promise to thee:
"I will protect
I will love
I will hold
and I will bring
your child flower
back to you
when she has the need!"
So do you think
I the wind am so wrong
when I wish her
just t
The chain is pain,
The sword is life.
My life is like rain,
My death a sunny day.
How did i die???
Just look at the sky
It shows the mood
The chains are glinting in the sun.
The chains are in my head,
Not around your neck
Thats only a symbol no more.
In love i givith to you
In pain forced upon me
I want you to know.
But to show you
Is to kill you.
Why so i live???
look at yourself your precious to me.
I can never have you
yet you own me.
If i teach you
then youll leave me.
The Curse is now complete
Im never alone!
Yet im forever owned!
Death is my life,
Bringer and Keeper.
It is me.
Iam it.
I need you to see it
Im wanting to be it.
I cant save myself.
But I can save you...............
I live a life of honor and shame,
its making me tame,
I know its lame.
But I cant take this taint,
its enough to make me faint,
looking upon my Saint.
Thats what you are to me,
I want all others to see,
That thats all you can be.
My life falls,
like the ancient walls,
thats when i hear your calls.
It speaks of love,
llike that from above,
it reminds me of a dove.
So for now i lay aside my sword,
and cover it with board,
Because now YOUR my precious HOARD...
"You know mom your cooking is the best in the world!"
"kyle i wish you would just once cook for yourself your 24 and you've never even had a job." The woman doing dishes in the kitchen says.
"Dont worry about me mom... I'm late gotta go... BYE mom see you tonight for supper." Kyle says as he runs out the door grabbing a book bag as he goes.
Heading off to play D&D with a full belly and a clear sky over head Kyle figured this was gonna be another great day in paradise. His mother and father still support him so no need to get a job, and where did he go except to the guys houses which where all within a block of his own.
You've called his name thrice,
It feels im in a vice,
Ilove you so much.
Is it good or is it bad,
I want to know more than a tad,
Its hurting so bad.
You've said yes and you've said no,
Im hurting so tell me so,
Tell me truth please.
Is it him or me you love,
So i can relesa or kill this pretty white dove,
I need to know soon.
Your talking in you sleep,
So i know its not cheap,
Tell me now so i too can dream.
"You know mom your cooking is the best in the world!"
"kyle i wish you would just once cook for yourself your 24 and you've never even had a job." The woman doing dishes in the kitchen says.
"Dont worry about me mom... I'm late gotta go... BYE mom see you tonight for supper." Kyle says as he runs out the door grabbing a book bag as he goes.
Heading off to play D&D with a full belly and a clear sky over head Kyle figured this was gonna be another great day in paradise. His mother and father still support him so no need to get a job, and where did he go except to the guys houses which where all within a block of his own.
I live a life of honor and shame,
its making me tame,
I know its lame.
But I cant take this taint,
its enough to make me faint,
looking upon my Saint.
Thats what you are to me,
I want all others to see,
That thats all you can be.
My life falls,
like the ancient walls,
thats when i hear your calls.
It speaks of love,
llike that from above,
it reminds me of a dove.
So for now i lay aside my sword,
and cover it with board,
Because now YOUR my precious HOARD...
Death is my life,
Bringer and Keeper.
It is me.
Iam it.
I need you to see it
Im wanting to be it.
I cant save myself.
But I can save you...............
The chain is pain,
The sword is life.
My life is like rain,
My death a sunny day.
How did i die???
Just look at the sky
It shows the mood
The chains are glinting in the sun.
The chains are in my head,
Not around your neck
Thats only a symbol no more.
In love i givith to you
In pain forced upon me
I want you to know.
But to show you
Is to kill you.
Why so i live???
look at yourself your precious to me.
I can never have you
yet you own me.
If i teach you
then youll leave me.
The Curse is now complete
Im never alone!
Yet im forever owned!
in the morning i wake to your sleeping form and watch as you sleep and i think of all the years that i have waited for these days to come to me. the love we share and the love we have formed never seem to waver yet it seems that things keep trying to tear down your bearer's i will never leave the one i love you have marked me to deeply and in all the years i have searched i have never loved so freely. So though the times have made it hard and the world has turned to hate it will never scorn or touch or love with its vile taint. i'll happily spend my life standing by your side against the enemys that chase us and against our greatest fight i
Current Residence: at home Favourite genre of music: Country Favourite style of art: Abstract Digital Favourite cartoon character: Baby Bugs Bunny Personal Quote: when life and death collide u create someone like me alive yet inside totally dead
aint been here in a long time just decided to jump on and say hey. who knows i may even come up with something worth writing again some day and post it. anyway i got 2 daughters now and cant have any more. I officially own my own place and truck. now if i could only find another job economy put my job down the drain over a year 3 monthes ago oh well life has been going on. im married btw. have 2 dogs 3 cats a snake a sugar glider and a frog (yup a d@mn useless frog!) but anyway life is ok..... considering i have no work.
Saeleen is doing great and my family here is having a shitty time but oh well. I am now doing landscaping for the biggest name industrial wise in this area. I really ant bith about much.
as usual truck is crapping out on me front right shock is all but gone front left about half way. engine is alright just need to replace sensors mpg went from 17-23 to 8-12 (on a good day) i started a new nonconstruction job cause now i have documents proving i have low blood pressure and some other stuff, and i still got sinus infection (had for 3 monthes now). bills are all behind cause ive been out of work for literally a month now.
now for good news
im gonna be a daddy ashleigh is due march 16. im about to get insurance on myself. im getting married hopefully in april. um actually thats about it for good news but hell im still happy and